Saturday, 22 July 2017

Sword bearer

Never did this again in a far away states. I did it in perlis. Nun kodiang sana!

It was the most tiring road trip.. if I am the one who's driving.hahaha. We start to drives at 4 am and stop only to pray. I think by the time it was 9am , i felt asleep and the drivers had changes. As soon as we arrives, I bump into my skuad first.. Oh this man all are getting married finally. Blessed them.

It was quite a good start for me, arrives on time, change cloth to no 1 . Practice for 10 minutes.. And tradada..the ceremony.

Some pictures for memories...:)

Wednesday, 5 July 2017

Hari raya 2017

2017 had become a new chapter for our family. To celebrate raya without my only second brother. Of course I have my third, fourth and little one. But yun had play a big roles of my journey as we come back together and always be there during college lifes. The weekdays skype routines. time flies.

Umi already prepared us 3 sets of baju raya for 3 days raya in rows. All plans must be follow accordingly. So she plans on yellow ( i hate yellow), purple and green. Umi do I need to sync with the whole family? Lets just don't overdue this celebrations. My boyfriends is on duty these raya seasons. Like that make sense for her. Baju raya already done from the first week of raya.

So here is my raya pictures , yellow, purple , and green. 

Of dating

Life is the most excites when you start dating, like in another word you suddenly fall in love with a guy out of no where. I still remember the first day I met this guy during my first week in mess. I don't have any feelings for him. He is such a mengada trying me or am I just have feeling it on one side love. Anyway the words I love you comes 6 month after continous texting. He park beside my car. I didn't know that is one of the tactic. So tricky this one. But it makes my heart flutters. Well maybe, a little bit.

I remembered the first time of dating was with his friends( and the nice asus laptop) , me with my tiny notepad trying to figure out excel sheets. But it worth the view because it was infront of klcc view. After two weeks, he's gone. And I felt like I have lost a good friends. I was clingy at that time. And I went through courses. I texted him. I didn't know I have the capability to do that. And I called him. We talk for hours. Oh mai god what was that?

So, the friendship grows .From knowing hobbies, favourite foods, family to deep conversations. Sometimes, there were times the conversation flows and a glimpse of it give you goosebump. Like who is that I'm talking heart to heart with. He become so close and everytime you got text and call. Your heart wants to explode.

To question the gift of love is somewhat unquestionable. It is pure comes from your heart. I once felt that the love is gone. I feel like he try to avoid me. That the relationship is over. Suddenly, it blooms again. And we become so comfortable with each other. And he met my parents, and my annoying little brothers. Priceless.Once my squad said to me, if you fell the sparks maybe Allah already open your heart to deserve love.

If you reading this. My grammar sucks. My vocabulary is way to far from good.

I love you NAJ