Saturday, 26 December 2015

Dear my future grandson

Dear my future grandson,

Let me tell you about my story.On how your grandma start to make a decision to join army.It is a very tough one.I swear!.One word that I could say.The job chase me,and it is my fate to serve for peoples who needed me most.No matter how much I ran from it,my heart goes back to be a military officer.I'm guessing that I really do interested in army.At once,people underestimate me,they tell me I'm short,that army doesn't suit me,I'm not capable of being strong,but the most that I hurt is when they tell me I can't .But, I did it my dear grandson.I pass all the interview.I proves them that this short lady is going to be an army soon.

Dear my future grandson,

I went into a lot of interview,but the interview with Director of Pharmacy in Royal Armed Forces,had change me into a whole new person.He gives me a task,to read a book.Sun Tzu The Art of War.From the book,I learned.He gives me order.Things that I never did before.He push me to get out of my comfort zones.To run every single day,to have a new hobby,to emphasize what I read into action,to be open to any obstacles,and to answer the question "who am I".He has lead me the way.Within 5 month,I found my passion,that I love to hike.and I need to improve my writing.I was annoyed with his order.But once I have completed a task .I feel so good that I want to sing.

Dear my future grandson,

I want you to know that my hand freezes when I got a phone call from Sarjan Nizam. He told me to stay for a week in a camp at Royal Military College.I was shocked and confused.I talk with peoples,but none of them understood my worries.I was told that I am the only lady.I am afraid at first,but my grandpa convince me.He told me in malay "Hidayah,jangan takut,,semua baik2 nanti ".A guy in my office said to me."Let the guys see you and your potential,you do your task,but make sure you try your very best".With those words,I took the courage to come for the final interview.

The interview went smooth.I meet a lot of friends,who cares about me.We share our stories.I want you to know that I am happy with my decision.I do have a lot to tell you.About my journey.But let me go through the process first.


your grandma in a red scarf

Thursday, 29 October 2015

3rd hiking experience : Bukit tabur West

Hello there!

I hope you're doing good,with works,study and everything.I am quite busy with my life lately.I don't even have the chance to start studying for my upcoming forensic exams (which I failed 3 month ago).For your info,I need to take the jurisdiction exams to be a licensed pharmacist.Still,it is hard to juggle between works,family and exams. haha.I didn't get the chance to start my posting at the hospital yet,(belum rezeki lagi) but,some of my friends did get their posting around Selangor and Sabah. At this moment,I will read the law by heart,and make sure I will pass the exams. hee


A week ago,I went to hike Tabur hills.It was so random.I went there with some new friends that I've met at the gym.It was a pleasure to meet new peoples.I just need to be aggressive .Just because,I'm not the one whom will start the conversation.But you'll get a new perspective every time you met strangers.I would say,you need to go with the flow.nah

Actually,we decided to hike the east side.But,due to our fatal mistakes and noob-ness,we end up at the west side of Tabur hills*facepalm. We are lucky that we have Uncle Ben,whom is a regular hiker at Tabur Hills.He even did a marathon from east to far east in just a day.What an inspirational men we've had met.weho!

As a beginner,I would say that Tabur Hills is one of the hidden gems you could've not missed in KL .The view was spectacular,and I really did enjoy my hike.The trail is not as tough as Mount Irau,but you need to master the tactics of rock climbing.*wink.Thanks to Uncle Ben we went down the hills, safe and sound. Powerlah uncle!

I will tell you guys my next adventure! Stay tuned

haze just started again:(

Tuesday, 22 September 2015

POCH Mount Irau Expedition (2nd hiking @ Mossy Forest)

Did I just change my blog's name? It had been countless time I do so.I salute bloggers out there whom could stick with one name.You've got your own brand and meaning behind it.Salute!.I named it 'perempuanblablabla',because at that time I thought I've always had the detail explanation about EVERYTHING.Now, The pink windbreaker symbolize the new highlight pink windbreaker I had bought.Since,I travels wearing it a lot.Why not? It's shocking pink.I need to make an entrance! hehe

Wait untill I wear it for my second hike.It helps.Peoples easily recognize me as one of their group.(Steady kakak pink!) was what they yelled at me.I couldn't care less.As long as,I am not lost in the middle of the no where.hahah

Here is 5 things you need to do if you are interested to hike Mount Irau.The well known mossy forest.

1.It will be close in October,for them to fix the trail .Probably,you can try to hike it next year.Please check before you go.Don't forget to make sure the weather is good,it was hazing badly when I was there,but the IPU reading was fine at Pahang,So, it was safe.

2.Prepare your hiking gear.If you plan to hike on the monsoon season,be prepared for the muddy ground.The mud is cold,and it would make your feet cramp a lot easier.If you want a dry trail,do your hiking in February to March.But you will not be able to enjoy the mossy view.(explained by one of the ranger).Wear an attire you will not care to get dirty on.Don't forget the glove.The wooden branch was slippery.

3.If you were a beginner,and a woman,your stamina is important.Run every day,a week before you hike.Believe me,I drag my feet towards the top and I lost my energy to return to the starting point.I need some help from a man to drag me on the way down.Hence,I told you ladies,the gloves!

4.No need permit.Just a very good stamina.

5.Do not rest for a long time on the mountain.In my case,I went down at 3pm.Remember,we were in the middle of forest.Anything could happens.Please hike back before it gets dark.7.30 am is the best time to start.You will need maximum 2 hours to Mini Irau,rest for half and hour,then continue about 1hour to the top.You will have plenty of time on the way down.


Saturday, 8 August 2015

My first hiking experience

Broga Hill ,9 August 2015

12.30 am
My phone vibrated.It was my cousin, Adha,He reminded me of our plans.I said, I had googled the path to Semenyih. It took an hour to reach there.I could felt he was worried to take me there.He also asked whether I'm on my period (privately of course,I felt shocked by the question but man,he really cares A LOT).My brother got back home late that night,and they would need a couple minute of rest.I said to him to wait for us.

1.30 am
We went to Section 7,S.Alam to pick up my cousins.I fill my tummy with a glass of hot milo. The most carbs I could digest in the early morn.Then,we packed our belonging and headed to Semenyih.

3.15 am
We sat calmly inside our car,the ambiance was serene.The road lamp toward the destination seems to be gloomy as we enter deep into the palm oil plantation. I gulp my saliva,while trying to remember some zikr in my mind.This is it..I had jog everyday to keep my stamina within the guys pace.At least to half of their level.I hope it works.

4.15 am
Arrived at the foothills of Broga,The soil wasn't wet (which relieved my worries).They positioned me at the center,between five of us.(The toilet charge was RM1 per person.Pricey meh.You should stop at the nearby oil station to chill a lil bit).

4.30 am
In one line,we began to hike.It was fun and thrill,I must say,I was lucky we got to hike when it still dark.Due to psycho effect,I  kept walking ahead and forgot to turn back cause I was scared.My hearts beat so fast I couldn't remember if the rate shoot up to max level,I should carry one of the gadget that helps to detect your heart rate,so you could slow down your move when it went too much.We did stop at some point to catch a breath.

5.00 am
On top of the first mountain.I do an 'air' high five with them.Didn't expected I was still alive. hahah.Don't have much time.I suggest we went up to the next hill.

5.10 am
We had reached into the second hill.Record our time.40 minutes!!.We arrived early,and find a good spot to wait for sunrise.Indeed!! it was a perfect view.We also had the chance to perform our subuh prayer on top of the hill! What a wonderful experience. doesn't stop right there.They had another plan which I don't know why..did I agreed to it.We went to 'Sungai Tekala' .Unfortunately,it was closed due to some case of 'leptospirosis'.I could felt their disappointment there,but we spotted a beautiful dams along the road to exit from Semenyih .Not long after that, we saw a sign to Sungai Gabai 12 km ahead!! what!! 'who vote to do some random activities today!'. Again....I raised my hand and gave my full support to them,though I didn't bring an extra cloth.Why not?? You rarely have every Sunday to enjoy moments like that. hehe

It was the day we decided to hike a hills/mountain once a year.And the group stay on 'whatsapp' to be active again next year. hahaha.Can't wait for the next trip!

Broga acik kau-lah
the beautiful dams we stumbled into

till we meet again:D

Thursday, 6 August 2015

Woman,High Education and Career

             Nowadays,it is important for a girl to score first in class,than she must learn how to cook.I don't know since when modernization had brought a girl to the new perspective of life. I remembered my late grandmother said,they have no worries to excel in study ,a man will marry them and handle them with care afterwards.But,that reason seems invalid right now.A girl need to compete with boys.Because it is the only way she could secure herself,while waiting for her prince charming.

             Let me take myself for example.Because I am the eldest in my sibling,it is a must for me to think about protecting my family.For that,I need a big career in life.Having a boyfriend will surely distract myself from getting high score in exams .Plus,I need to commit myself in relationship.I couldn't handle relationship and study at the same time,adding family to it some more!*faint .Reluctantly,I pushed away any single man that tried to be close with me.Of course it hurts me,you know there was a lot of future doctor and dentist to be at that time.But, I believe in fate, more than I believe that couple in university will bring you to a bride to be.And lotsa men I knew doesn't want to stay in friend zone. hahaha *jokes.We still need to mind our gap.

             So I choose my study instead,and focus on how to use that knowledge to build my career .It helps really! .Even though I didn't yet start my posting and my income is not as much as they would pay me for my PRP. I could give 'duit raya' this year,bought mom a cloth she want,I could treat my family for a dinner.That was the happiest moments I have in my entire life.I swear! .It was the moment I felt that the education that my parents had struggling to give me for the past five year,paid off ! All my worries end and I want to provide more.

             What next?. If I choose my career.I will surely get myself and my love one secure.But,will I be happy living  this life with no partner.Will I get a person who is willing to live with me for his entire life,knowing that I had achieved a great career.Now I understood why Dato Siti married to Dato K.Because at the highest point in a woman career.Only a great man will secure her to the end of her life.That is tough man.I salute you!

Did man have the same thought like this? I wonder and I'm really curious.

p/s : Don't worry.I still have my faith on.And according to my friends, I look younger than my real age*self pat my head. hehe :p

         Enjoy the MV!


Sunday, 8 February 2015

affan masuk asrama

umi harini dapat tawaran masuk asrama.Tapi,affan tak nak pegi.kawan affan kata kena simbah air.

Apa relationnya tu.Dengan pantas aku cakap.Umi masukkan je dia kat asrama biar dia belajar.Being the most tak kisah punya perangai.Affan tak macam kiteorang dari kecik dah ada tugas masing-masing tampal dekat tepi peti ais.Buang sampah,sapu,lap habuk,mop lantai,lipat kain...dan seterusnya kerja rumah selalu aku divide dengan yun dan yap.Basically yun hanya mendongak tinggi dengan kerja buang sampah dia selalu buat.Macam eh kakak pegi buat kerja aku dah buang sampah.LOL

Tapi, akhirnya aku berjaya paksa dia masuk asrama.Bila aku tengok balik affan ni macam takde life.Really spoil punya generasi Y.balik main game.hujng minggu online.Bila aku ajak jogging dia sanggup kunci diri dalam bilik.Tapi,haritu ntah macammana marathon dia dapat no 18.Dengan bangga tunjuk medal sambil cakap tengok ni I'm not that spoil sis,I can run too.pfft

Jadi,semalam mula lah aktiviti beli barang asrama.Umi biasala ni nanti tak cukup ni .Aku pulak cukup umi kat asrama tu makan tak ingat nanti.baldi,gayung,alatan mandi sampai la tracksuit,kasut saiz 10 (kaki affan besar gajah),selipar jamban dan segala mak nenek.ok over haha.biasa-biasa je sebab kiteorg 3 aku yun dan yap semua masuk asrama.ulang balik process yang sama.

selamat masuk asrama affan.nnti kawan dengan orang sikit.Jangan pelik sangat.kalau senior buli cakap akak nnti akak sekeh senior tu,haha

takde dah adik nak buli.takde dah adik annoying pakai boxer je jalan-jalan keliling rumah.tinggal arip je...sobs

Saturday, 31 January 2015

How to adapt as a newbies

I'm not a pro,bukan banyak pengalaman.tukar kerja baru tiga kali.So,I just wonder how to fit in in the new enviroment,new staff,new gossip.So let's me tell you my way...

1.Berdiam diri on the first week.Ok this might be a play safe method.Tapi selalunya berjaya.Observe orang sekeliling.Kalau orang tanya kita jawab.kalau tak don't bother.

2.Elakkan bercerita tentang diri sendiri,cukup sekadar nama,asal,umur..dan err status.Dengar cerita orang and angguk-angguk sambil beri sikit pandangan.Orang bukan nak tau sangat cerita kita.Cuma nak carik topik untuk bercakap.

3.Senyum seyum selalu.Maniskan muka.Kalau tak senyum balik pun takpe.Keep a good attitude.

4.Be a nerd.Jangan buat-buat pandai macam ohhhh saya tau ni.Dengar dulu explaination baru proceed kerja.

5.Bila dah dua minggu,biasa akan selesa dengan flow kerja.Then baru boleh start nak minggle dengan staf.

That's it! simple kan...bila nak masuk hospital ni hurmmmm.kbye