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Bachelorette party

Hi! Assalamualaikum

Since today I got a lot of free time because i'm waiting for my car for it's medical checkup (1st 10 000km), I will write something here.

This might be a very late post, but it's
precious and it's better late than never. Hasanah was married two days ago and it went smooth. The bride was very happy excluding some moments that she became a bridezilla only for a short period of times. Well, that happens when your expections doesn't meet your needs right. But, the most important things the bride is happy and she looks beautiful.

Last month, we planned for a short gateaway for her. It was held at The Lost World of Tambun, Perak. As per usual, a whatsapp group was created and all discussions went through it. It is so much easier to plan surprise with technology!

We choose the place because the brides want to play at waterpark. She look forward for that holiday because she works hard to finish her housemanship and preparing for wedding, by herself. Lo…

Closing 2017

I have stories, too many that I hope someone special will listen to me But He is nowhere to be found And I was left alone..again
I hope for strength,passions and more sparks in 2018
May the odds will ever be with me Because I'm unique, in my own way

Stand on your own hidayah

Hi readers,
It's almost time that I need to moved out from the hospital. I love hospital environment more than admin/management works.(except that we need to do on-call on weekends and weekdays).I do admit that my competency in managing ward cases was quite low than amirah & vickram.There might be some cases that I could handle. Most of them need critical thinking and I was too lazy to think about it pronto. As we need to decide fast and help doctors with all the calculation, doses, drug interaction, if the patient have other underlying factors and much more!
Talking about being posted out, I am so excited but afraid of the consequences. I might not be able to do hospital works...ever..again.Might be stuck at store, handling tender and deal with supplier. I am not afraid to be independent again. Being far away from family. I am used to it,as I live in boarding school , plus 6 years stay in Egypt had give me a lot of experience to solve my own conflict . I call mom once per 3 …

Sword bearer

Never did this again in a far away states. I did it in perlis. Nun kodiang sana!

It was the most tiring road trip.. if I am the one who's driving.hahaha. We start to drives at 4 am and stop only to pray. I think by the time it was 9am , i felt asleep and the drivers had changes. As soon as we arrives, I bump into my skuad first.. Oh this man all are getting married finally. Blessed them.

It was quite a good start for me, arrives on time, change cloth to no 1 . Practice for 10 minutes.. And tradada..the ceremony.

Some pictures for memories...:)

Hari raya 2017

2017 had become a new chapter for our family. To celebrate raya without my only second brother. Of course I have my third, fourth and little one. But yun had play a big roles of my journey as we come back together and always be there during college lifes. The weekdays skype routines. time flies.
Umi already prepared us 3 sets of baju raya for 3 days raya in rows. All plans must be follow accordingly. So she plans on yellow ( i hate yellow), purple and green. Umi do I need to sync with the whole family? Lets just don't overdue this celebrations. My boyfriends is on duty these raya seasons. Like that make sense for her. Baju raya already done from the first week of raya.
So here is my raya pictures , yellow, purple , and green. 

Of dating

Life is the most excites when you start dating, like in another word you suddenly fall in love with a guy out of no where. I still remember the first day I met this guy during my first week in mess. I don't have any feelings for him. He is such a mengada trying me or am I just have feeling it on one side love. Anyway the words I love you comes 6 month after continous texting. He park beside my car. I didn't know that is one of the tactic. So tricky this one. But it makes my heart flutters. Well maybe, a little bit.

I remembered the first time of dating was with his friends( and the nice asus laptop) , me with my tiny notepad trying to figure out excel sheets. But it worth the view because it was infront of klcc view. After two weeks, he's gone. And I felt like I have lost a good friends. I was clingy at that time. And I went through courses. I texted him. I didn't know I have the capability to do that. And I called him. We talk for hours. Oh mai god what was that?


A year of memories

Hi readers!

It's been a year and I already put on another step of rank in military. Alhamdulillah. I can feel that my boss were not satisfied by my achievement but I've been working really hard so far .Well, I didn't applied for any leave and I've been committed to all events organized in military, I did my oncall stuff. So let's took  a deep breath and say well done to myself. And basically all the wish that I got was so...HAMBAR except from Mr Bean because he will get excited every time I did something good or stupid.*insertwink  hehe

Lemme bring you to the arena of me a year ago,

This is what we called PT tempur. It was hell for a first timer like me. I hate side roll it was my uttermost weakness and my coach will tell me to do that every time he got angry with me. I swear I faint tak sampai 10 side rolls pon. It was the last thing I want to do in my life. Because I hate dizziness and anything that give my brain a hangwire.*Am really not a pure army blood shees…
Hi Assalamualaikum readers

(or anyone who still remember this blog exist)

This could be the current update of my life. I've been serving military for a year and succeed in being promoted to lieutenant.(I hope so, peoples keeps bugging us if we're not getting promoted in the given time). For me 2016 had teach me a lot of lessons. It makes me grow at the same time drain my energy and critical thinking.

Being a woman in military is a no joke. You need to be mentally strong, as in military they applied the concept of equality. Meaning that whatever men can do ,women also did the same thing. If a man lift a 10kg wooden log, without excuse you did the same exercise. Regardless your weight neither your feelings. I also learnt to love a person .( yes dear readers..FINALLY , I met my mr. right but let us consider this relationship at the level of knowing 'hati-budi' ).

Talking about that, I thought  I was ready to end my single status, yet there is more rooms for me to learn b…