Wednesday, 1 February 2017

Hi Assalamualaikum readers

(or anyone who still remember this blog exist)

This could be the current update of my life. I've been serving military for a year and succeed in being promoted to lieutenant.(I hope so, peoples keeps bugging us if we're not getting promoted in the given time). For me 2016 had teach me a lot of lessons. It makes me grow at the same time drain my energy and critical thinking.

Being a woman in military is a no joke. You need to be mentally strong, as in military they applied the concept of equality. Meaning that whatever men can do ,women also did the same thing. If a man lift a 10kg wooden log, without excuse you did the same exercise. Regardless your weight neither your feelings. I also learnt to love a person .( yes dear readers..FINALLY , I met my mr. right but let us consider this relationship at the level of knowing 'hati-budi' ).

Talking about that, I thought  I was ready to end my single status, yet there is more rooms for me to learn before I enter the next stage of life. I was dissapointed and confused. My parents put some hopes for me to be serious ( I am not surprise as most of my cousins got engaged and married -.-) .I am serious, but let us consider my mr right need his own time to think for our future.* insert smiley face. And I need my space to get ready for any obstacles.

oh and that's it

I have nothing to say untill I have a lot to say Im going to bed because I need to go back to kl tomorrow i hates kuala lumpur peoples are freaking crazy at the roads and traffics.

Saturday, 26 December 2015

Dear my future grandson

Dear my future grandson,

Let me tell you about my story.On how your grandma start to make a decision to join army.It is a very tough one.I swear!.One word that I could say.The job chase me,and it is my fate to serve for peoples who needed me most.No matter how much I ran from it,my heart goes back to be a military officer.I'm guessing that I really do interested in army.At once,people underestimate me,they tell me I'm short,that army doesn't suit me,I'm not capable of being strong,but the most that I hurt is when they tell me I can't .But, I did it my dear grandson.I pass all the interview.I proves them that this short lady is going to be an army soon.

Dear my future grandson,

I went into a lot of interview,but the interview with Director of Pharmacy in Royal Armed Forces,had change me into a whole new person.He gives me a task,to read a book.Sun Tzu The Art of War.From the book,I learned.He gives me order.Things that I never did before.He push me to get out of my comfort zones.To run every single day,to have a new hobby,to emphasize what I read into action,to be open to any obstacles,and to answer the question "who am I".He has lead me the way.Within 5 month,I found my passion,that I love to hike.and I need to improve my writing.I was annoyed with his order.But once I have completed a task .I feel so good that I want to sing.

Dear my future grandson,

I want you to know that my hand freezes when I got a phone call from Sarjan Nizam. He told me to stay for a week in a camp at Royal Military College.I was shocked and confused.I talk with peoples,but none of them understood my worries.I was told that I am the only lady.I am afraid at first,but my grandpa convince me.He told me in malay "Hidayah,jangan takut,,semua baik2 nanti ".A guy in my office said to me."Let the guys see you and your potential,you do your task,but make sure you try your very best".With those words,I took the courage to come for the final interview.

The interview went smooth.I meet a lot of friends,who cares about me.We share our stories.I want you to know that I am happy with my decision.I do have a lot to tell you.About my journey.But let me go through the process first.


your grandma in a red scarf

Thursday, 29 October 2015

3rd hiking experience : Bukit tabur West

Hello there!

I hope you're doing good,with works,study and everything.I am quite busy with my life lately.I don't even have the chance to start studying for my upcoming forensic exams (which I failed 3 month ago).For your info,I need to take the jurisdiction exams to be a licensed pharmacist.Still,it is hard to juggle between works,family and exams. haha.I didn't get the chance to start my posting at the hospital yet,(belum rezeki lagi) but,some of my friends did get their posting around Selangor and Sabah. At this moment,I will read the law by heart,and make sure I will pass the exams. hee


A week ago,I went to hike Tabur hills.It was so random.I went there with some new friends that I've met at the gym.It was a pleasure to meet new peoples.I just need to be aggressive .Just because,I'm not the one whom will start the conversation.But you'll get a new perspective every time you met strangers.I would say,you need to go with the flow.nah

Actually,we decided to hike the east side.But,due to our fatal mistakes and noob-ness,we end up at the west side of Tabur hills*facepalm. We are lucky that we have Uncle Ben,whom is a regular hiker at Tabur Hills.He even did a marathon from east to far east in just a day.What an inspirational men we've had met.weho!

As a beginner,I would say that Tabur Hills is one of the hidden gems you could've not missed in KL .The view was spectacular,and I really did enjoy my hike.The trail is not as tough as Mount Irau,but you need to master the tactics of rock climbing.*wink.Thanks to Uncle Ben we went down the hills, safe and sound. Powerlah uncle!

I will tell you guys my next adventure! Stay tuned

haze just started again:(