message to call

I was buzy cleaning dust on my fan,one message received

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#love ayah

smile brightly, sweet.ok.I will replied you back after cleaning this fan.then,I forgot that I had plenty of notes here and there.take em all and put in a right files.dosage done,biochem done,pharmaco done...

#ring ding ding ding dong deng(it's my phone ringing-soko take my heart-

ayah called.Ya Allah lupa nak reply message tadii

ayah:sihat ke?
me:sihat alhamdulillah,ayah exam habis semalam(shouting happily)nak sate.
ayah:start to point out all of things that he messaged me before.
me:kakak dapat.sorry lambat reply.nanti nak pegi cairo n settelkan semua . how's life?umi takde ok .ayah dgn affan .makan macammane?
ayah:harini ayah puasa,surau selalu ade orang masak.jangan risau.ayah sihat je.
me:ape??ayah masak?(salah dengar)
ayah:ayah masak kalau yun dgn yap balik.hehe.kalau dua je dgn affan.ayah.. malaslah.mood lari

then,I start to imagine my dad,and my brothers at the kitchen
cooking together.instead of me and my moms like always


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comelnye dapur penuh dengan lelaki memasak.nak bezakan periuk dgn kuali,garam dengan gula,kunyit dengan serbuk kari.I wish you guys all ze best.because the kitchen is now yours.peace.

one thing bout my dad is,he will called me immediately if I didn't reply his message.and talk about the same things that he texted me.I got boring and start to change the topics.and he will make me laugh by answering it innocently.It happens..a lot of time.

wassalam

money and love

cuba tengok berapa ramai orang yang bunuh diri sebab kurang kasih sayang.ramaiii.kalau mati sebab takde duit tu pon sebab pinjam along.along tu mane ade kasih sayang.dia tau nak bunuh lu punya family sama lu sendiri,lu bayar lu bole lali.lu tala bayar lu pegi mati.haa daripada mati kat tangan along.tu la agknye dorang pilih bunuh diri.karang kalau along yang cari ntah ape cara dia buat nak seksa sampai mati.dah ape da mengarut ni.

the things is kalau kita ada cukup kasih sayang.kita tak perlu pon duit.duit boleh ke nak beli kasih sayang.or lebih jelas lagi can money buy a pure love.hell NOT.takkan semudah beli pisang goreng tepi jalan weh.

Talking with experience,I got no money,no scholarship.akaun bank semua zero.telur ayam.but I still survive here.sebab hidup ni pon adalah kasih sayang dari Allah.parents yang tak pernah putus asa tengok pointer anak dia makin jatuh je.still bagi dorongan.adik2 yang innocent bagi semangat at the same time buli time balik malaysia.see.life fill with love is better than life fill with money.tapi kalau dapat dua2.syukur alhamdulillah rezeki Allah bagi.

semalam baru pegi program vanilla coklat vs vanilla latte.rata2 orang da kahwin cakap takpe.takde duit takpe.ade rezeki Allah bagi.yang penting kasih sayang.kenapa agaknye?tanda soal BESAR2.

examm IS OVER

Alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah.takde ayat dah yang boleh digambarkan waktu oral micobiology.dr ramadhan cakap..I give u all a very good marks.you can go now.sebulan lebih rasanye.macam ade gunung sinai dekat sebelah jatu dari bahu.sangatttttt lega.phew

exams teach me to be a better person and servants.waktu tulah rasa diri ni macam semut hitam yang selalu curik makanan lepastu kena tenyeh.kesiannn.

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tadi macam banyak list benda list dalam otak.sekarang semuanya hilang.selalu ke bloggers dapat penyakit ni.haha

ha dah ingat.nantilah sambung....
ade dua minggu cuti.keep calm and stay connected.I will update more.tengah tunggu repair laptop.I got plenty of idea,tapi dah hilang macamtu je.refresh balik idea2 tu.then,I will write again here later.