The pink windbreaker

Assalamualaikum all (whom still exist here) We were at the edge of 2018 and I would like to write up some memories that lit my year in 2018. Basically, there were ups and down this year but it was a time full of strength and passion. I love the job that I'm currently working with. I'm enjoying peoples that I met everyday. And slowly I got to forget the sad memories back then in 2017. I would said it was a pretty good year for me to rebuild my self esteem and appreciate myself even better. So, the first memories would be started in the beginning of the year where my boss suddenly need to transfer out. I have an issue before with him because I suspect (or expect) him to extend my period of provisionally registered pharmacy for two month plus rewrite 40 case presentation reports twice. Now that I've lost him, I felt that I have lost a good senior whom always try to connect with me and teach me the best lessons in life. My family and I went to Sarawak to visit my uncle.

Can I shout to my inner self please stop growing up because I'm feeling the pressure right now. I mean everything seems messed up a little. I literally become lost again at this age. And that deadly question..when are you getting married? It's cliche but torturing me at the same times. I wouldn't mind to crash beastie wedding but what's with the rush...hmm I'm a lil bit worried of my single unplanned life. But I'm enjoying every bit of the no one will kacau you in the middle of night and want to talk to you. I like the feeling of loving someone.I hate it when we start to miss each other. I think that is the most killing emotion to have someone you can't live with. To some extent, I really wants to get hitch.but the feeling of living under the same roof with someone new is pretty horrible as the future is still blurry.Plus, I don't know which obstacles I will face on in my marriage. I just feel it very close. But the person that I will married,